-terribly unmotivated
-the sky is grey, snow is falling
-I have two hours to work and can't get focused
-time to throw in the towel and read instead
-but I have deadlines
-maybe tonight will be better
-cold green tea in my mug
-cold snow
-cold feet
-the dog scratches at the door to be let in and the sound makes me jump
-as i watch the snow I daydream of spring in california, flowers, strong coffee, sun
-this happens every year