In my movie, the main character (me) needs to get off her ass and actually do something instead of mope.

I do this sometimes, imagine I'm the director, actor, cameraman in my own film, through my own eyes. Isn't that narcissistic? What kind of film would it be? Comedy-definately, drama- everyday, romance- god yeah! Imagine being in charge of the final cut of your day, there'd be so much tape left on my cutting room floor...

A young boy is drawing. His face intent on his subject, a piece of white paper lying under his elbows, scratch, scratch, scratching away. What I do see, but know is there are the images and explosions going off in his head as he extends his imaginations beyond the farthest reaches.

I just want to say: this was helpful today, what I needed to hear.

I need to just start seeing, instead of thinking and feeling and worrying so much. Just to be open, instead.

I see a white wolf with bright blue eyes, looking straight into my face in the middle of a lush forest. In the wolf's eyes, I can see right into his soul: I see hunger, hardship, and an eternal love for life. The wolf breaks our eye contact, and slowly pads away into the forest with one more look. After he leaves, I feel completely rejuvinated and strong.

oh - the "soundtrack"/song playing in my movie is "Born" by over the rhine...

I see three mini sunflowers, about one inch to two inches tall, leaning toward the window, watching the parking lot, the rain puddle, the tree with a fake yellow flower stuck in a branch. They look like they're waiting for someone to come home.