“There is usually one small step we can take in the direction of a dream.  When we do the universe often takes several more.” 
     -Julia Cameron 
 

 Somewhere along the way somebody told me that if you were going to be an artist, you had to “say something.”  Somewhere I learned that to be an important artist you must have a statement, a distinct message that you, and only you, have to communicate with the rest of the world.  As creative beings we are always presented with the problem, “What is it that I need to express?” or, “What am I here to do?” or “How do I start?” 

 Realizing and defining our wants can be instigated by noticing what we are really responding to. We are drawn automatically & naturally to things that move us.  Recently a friend asked me, “How did you know what you wanted to do?”  At first I was caught off guard and responded somewhat reluctantly, “I just always knew.”   There was more truth to this statement than I originally thought.  But somewhere a great courage is required to actually realize what we are passionate about, and even more courage to write it down or express it.  By putting our wants into words (and onto paper), it gives us a tangible thing to work towards, (puts energy out there where it can materialize.)  A teacher of mine gave me a quick exercise to help with this.  Start making lists of all the things you are drawn to, music, authors, movies, food, colours, etc.  Notice any co-relations between them historically, conceptually, spiritually, visually.  Tuning into what inspires you will help you to discover how unique your motivations are, help you to become more aware of your “vision”. 

Carl Jung once said, “What did you do as a child that made that hours pass like minutes? [herein lies the key to your earthy pursuits.]”  Children know instinctively what they want.  They are so naturally passionate, and find ways to do what want no matter what. 

 Starting can be a big fear inducer.  We must find all those wonderful people in the world who propel you into the centre of your fear, push you enthusiastically and boldly past your inner critic, (smile at him/her and proudly say, “I’m not listening to you anymore!!!”)  Connect with others who have been where you want to go.  Read about what it was like to start, especially about those moments of darkness and futility, fear, anxiety,  and doubt.  Hearing about these times from a successful person helps you to feel normal, and gives you permission to exclaim, “I can do it too!” 

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